A candle was lit by C. Palacin
on November 2, 2017 8:22 AM
My last words to you were..... "I'm not going to stick around and watch you slowly kill yourself. After all the chances you have/had you still keep going back to the same crap."
I would give anything if I had stuck around. I would give anything, Mark. At one point in our lives we ran thick as thieves. Your sense of humor ..... man, you sure could make me laugh. You were raw in your honesty. A trait not many folks have. I know how much you loved your mama and daddy. I also know you regretted every bit of heartache you ever caused them. Baby, they know you couldn't help it. They know you did the best you could.
How does it feel to be whole again? I know that your heart and soul are at peace. In so many ways I want what you now have. You don't know this but I was in a coma last summer. When I woke up, I was a different person then when I went to sleep. My mind took a huge hit. I see things and hear things that aren't there. My short term memory is blown. So i know how it feels to be broken. I'm all to familiar with the band-aid drugs seem to provide a lacerated soul. I shouldn't have walked away from you. I should have done more to help. I should have been more patient.
Even though we haven't seen one another in several years, I'm going to miss you. I had just gotten out of the hospital for attempted suicide when I got the news of your passing. My world stopped for a moment. It hurt to breathe. My eyes filled with tears. I just could not stand it that you had not won the war. I wanted that so much for you. I wanted you to see how beautiful you are inside and out. You never thought much of your looks.... hell, I'm the same way. That was one of your demons.... not thinking you were handsome enough. Well dammit you were. You were enough in every sense of the word. I'm sure you've heard that from our maker by now.... How did it feel when he looked lovingly at you and said.... Mark, my son, you are enough! You are my perfect child and I've been waiting to tell you that you are ENOUGH.
Sweet man... you are my friend. I love you.
A candle was lit by stan wilson
on October 20, 2017 2:06 PM
Message from Amelia Farmer Wolfer
October 18, 2017 7:09 PM
Joan and Gary, I am so sorry to hear of Markโs passing. You will be in my thought and prayers. May God comfort you at this time.
Message from Glenarva Ryan
October 18, 2017 5:10 PM
Joanie, I am extremely sorry to be reading this news. I can't even imagine. I am praying and thinking of you.๐๐ป๐๐ป
Message from Bev Hall
October 18, 2017 9:18 AM
Mark and family--so sorry for your loss--you know how much I loved Mark on yearbook staff and in my class--He was genuine and a good student that always contributed. He will be missed!
A candle was lit by Bev Hall
on October 18, 2017 9:14 AM
Message from Patti and Kathy
October 17, 2017 10:09 PM
Joan and Gary,
Kathy and I send our hearts to you,prayers and out thoughts.
May God wrap his loving arms around you and give you peace๐ฅ๐
Message from Mary Jo Crocker
October 17, 2017 8:53 PM
I am so sorry for your loss. My son Scott and Mark went to school together and also I was your mail lady for many years. I know Mark struggled to find his place in life. I can't even begin to know your pain and sadness. You all will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Message from Gena Pirkle Baird
October 17, 2017 5:06 PM
Sending prayers to all the family and loved ones of Mark. Iโm proud to say he was a great friend of mine in high school and after. Throughout the years we lost contact. I will always remember his bright eyes and glowing smile. He could always bring sunshine to any room! You will be greatly missed my friend ๐
A candle was lit by Gena Pirkle Baird
on October 17, 2017 4:59 PM
A candle was lit by Howard & Carol Cooper (Talmo, Ga.)
on October 17, 2017 3:57 PM
Our prayers and deepest sympathy to you and all the family. May you find comfort in knowing that there are many people praying for you.
Message from Anita & David Sweet
October 17, 2017 2:52 PM
We are so sorry to hear of Mark's passing. Our thoughts and prayers go out to your family and we pray comfort and peace over you all.
A candle was lit by Anita & David Sweet
on October 17, 2017 2:47 PM
Message from Cheryl D.
October 17, 2017 10:40 AM
My condolences to the family. Our Heavenly Father knows your grief, and as a loving and caring Father, he will be there to comfort and soothe your broken heart and crushed spirit. (Psalm 34:18)
Message from Larry (Boss) and Lisa Garmon
October 17, 2017 8:59 AM
Joan, Gary and Family,
We are so sorry to hear of Mark's passing. We pray that you find comfort through Our Lord and Savior at this very sad time.
God Bless You All,
Boss and Lisa Garmon
A candle was lit by Susan Voelpel
on October 17, 2017 8:21 AM
A candle was lit by Jill Vineyard
on October 17, 2017 3:53 AM
A candle was lit by Amanda - you are loved
on October 16, 2017 10:05 PM
Message from Marcia Helton
October 16, 2017 9:13 PM
Joanie and Gary, I am so very sorry for your loss. May God comfort you now and in the days to come.
A candle was lit by Marcia Helton
on October 16, 2017 9:11 PM
A candle was lit by Kelly Wilkerson
on October 16, 2017 6:42 PM
Mark, I love you and will miss you, dearly. I will never forget the laughs and tears we shared over the years. To the family I extend my heartfelt condolences and prayers. Fly free my dear friend.
Message from Nancy Yopp
October 16, 2017 5:59 PM
So sorry. Praying for all of you...
Message from Regina Sailors
October 16, 2017 5:26 PM
Praying for all. So sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers.
Message from Jamie
October 16, 2017 5:15 PM
Mark was a great friend in high school. Prayers for his family.
Message from Lauren Reinhardt Orr
October 16, 2017 4:37 PM
I only knew mark for a short time and I hadn't seen him in a while but I always enjoyed our conversations together and he was one of the kindest souls I ever knew. May you Rest In Peace dear sweet Mark. You are finally free.
Much love
Lauren
A candle was lit by Christian Proctor
on October 16, 2017 4:13 PM
A candle was lit by Heather Davis
on October 16, 2017 3:35 PM
Message from Heather Davis
October 16, 2017 3:34 PM
I love you Mark! I never gave up hope. Only God knew when it was time. May you be at peace now. I'll miss those baby blue eyes.
Peace and love to your family,
Heather